This blog has changed - the question needs not to be
I'm still a fun person, right?
and fussing about others because that is how I felt at the moment.
Because anything that happens is because of yourself, and not other people. Nobody ever makes any decisions because of you but because of themselves. All decisions I make are because of me. I'm insecure, and if I were not, I wouldn't get so upset by some types of things.
I need to be more confident in my decisions
And I need to ask better questions
Am I too strict? Am I just not fun? Am I not open-minded? What are the things that are making me the person that just does not want to do that? Why isn't it ok to not want to do them?
And these questions are for myself
I need to state that
I don't like being around certain things, but I don't like being left behind.
and yes,
Sometimes, sticking up for what you believe in leaves you very alone.
There is a fine line between how things should be said and how you want to say them.
I need to do better at finding that happy medium.
